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Friday, July 10, 2009
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12:40 AM
haixx .. today , sch was fine .. shahira cried today . =( it makes me feel so sad . haix.. evrything have changed . is really changing soon .. i have been uncomfortable all day long .. cos of some problem . i dun even noe how to settle it by myself . i think the best way is to juz forget about all the things , and continue everything as per normal . i really want to forget everything ! but....... i dun think i can =( who can tell me wat can i do to let her be all mine ?! sigh .. i dun even have a partner :( is like i am sharing her with everybody ! why cant i jus have her ? sob sob.. my heart is broken into pieces .. dno wat to do better . nobody even noe how i feel .. everything if you dun wan to be the same then is okay .. then all different jiu okay liao .. i really feel very hurtful . jus wana tell shahira , nt only u have frens and family problems . so take it easy .. if they wan to said u have changed , then jus ignore them alrights ? :D i m so bored .. nobody even sms me . fxck ! not much mood today . :( i feel like dieding .. so any problems aso dun have . and dun nd to settle all the fxcking problems . why? why mus i born in this sucking world ? if i m nt in this world , i think both of them is having funn .. ): if u think tat u be with her is better than me , i dun mind .. jiu go ahead bahh .. fang zheng i will leave this world one day . :) and not disturb you both anymore . i think i m the one who is extra .. :( Labels: tears is flowing down from my eyes ... |
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